Beautiful Holiday Monday

i stayed up so late last night - like 4 i think. so today i slept in. later went to the (very) local nursery, semrau's, and i was impressed. they had so much stuff and lots of native plants. i kinda thought they catered to the begonia/impatiens/petunias crowd. i will definitely be going back when i figure out what to put between the driveway and the neighbors. good prices too.
nothing, NOTHING! going on in the adoption biz. i got my updated physical and sent it in. for what? some days i really feel like quitting.
but, speaking of physicals, i have a big ol' crush on my doctor. she is so pretty and smart and funny. sigh. she's not that much older than me, but i still just don't think it would work. besides that whole ethical thing, i feel like she is totally a grown-up and i am still mostly not. but a girl can dream (and be a semi-stalker just for fun). she did agree, though, to do my medication reviews for me now. that way, i don't have to pay the new and insane copay of $40 to see the psychiatrist. and i get to see her every three months or so. be still my beating heart.